|My all time favourite- GreekSalad!|
After such a long time, we are dining together. I meant my friends, my 2nd family. We all get busy in our own life but we never fail to get-together and babble about how our days has been.
and hei, my 6th semester has already begun and with the seminars, presentations and internship piling up, I can now feel like I am graduating soon (: and it just feels so good aiiieee...
So, I took a little time out to think for myself today. Every now and then, I have been showering with the secrets, wishes, desires, thoughts and views of my friends in regard to their own self, I listened, and I have been listening to what they have to say, what they have to offer. But they had nothing for me. They didn't have an ear to listen to what I had to say. They didn't have a sense that I have problems too, that I have feelings and I get hurt as well.
And today, before I laid down to sleep, I was talking to a person who happened to be myself. That person seemed a bit confused and lot more sad. I asked how it all happened and why and tried to console her in the best way I can. "I TRIED TO CALM HER DOWN"
I didn't think it was the best idea to tell her about accepting the fact and moving on, or crushing her heart and just forget about whatever happened so, I was still trying to calm her down.
I was all hers today, listening to her every word, every gesture and I could see in her eyes how good she felt that she finally has someone by her side, someone who's trying to understand what she really has to express. Moment after, she smiled. I could see, she felt good. Maybe I will talk to her more often until she finds someone who's worthy enough to be her reflection, who worthy enough to take her problems as their own.
And even before I left, I could see, I was still trying to calm her down.