My heart is cold

"Do you still love her?"
 I could never ask you that.. How can anyone stop loving someone that they have been in love with ?? I don't think I was ever able to or will be able to. Is that sad or Is that good?? I guess that's confusing... for me at-least. I don't know. I feel like, everytime I try to gather up my guts and raise you the question, I end up getting failed. I     fail.. I don't see a reason here...I can't seem to blame your smile,or the way you put your hands on your hair and style it back-and-forth or how you look into my eyes and say "I missed seeing you"... I am left with no other option but to fall in love again..
But I can't just live it like this....
What do you think people..what should I do??
Ask him the question even if it means to **either have him forever or lose him forever**???


Let it be now..
Did I tell you that I've been eyeing on a military boot??
yup' I know' winter is almost here already in Nepal..so soon right?? and know what? I got myself a pair of military boots..... actually I wanted a Dr Marten shoes but looks like I had to skip this wishlist....and instead got "as I mentioned" boots..
with no more babbles..just let me share you my heart!

Till then...